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In life, there are things/situations that are beyond one’s control. Life – is what happens to you, while you are busy making other plans ~ John Lennon.

You don’t know why it’s happening. It’s even worse for someone like me. I keep trying to find some logic to it. Keep looking for a ‘cause and effect’ relationship that would help make sense to the chaos. It’s not just when I am going through a bad time. My head seems to be constantly engaged in working out the ‘Why’s’ and the ‘Therefore’s’. Anyone - who has bothered to get to know me, would easily be able to validate the previous statement. 

Can’t say that I am always successful. But some things sting worse than others.

But right now – I really don’t know what am I more upset about. There is way too much of ‘shit happens’ issues going on. Some have been going on for a while, some are more recent. Now it has all piled up to a level where I feel my head will explode if I think anymore.

Pride, Jonyboy, Happy, SV, DLC, Mathai – Thank you all for your kind wishes. Hoping for the best.

Updates

Haven't had the time (or the mood) to blog about anything. Yesterday, a friend of mine asked me why there haven't been any updates to my blog? Just saw a few emails and comments in my inbox and thought I would update my friends on what's happening.

Well, to be honest - nothing much is happening. Just talking with papa and trying to make him stick to one decision.

My view: We should have already been in Bombay by now and papa's treatment should have started. But then, papa has his reasons. Not to mention, the tons of advisors who keep advising him regularly. Of course, their suggestions seem to make more sense to papa. My suggestions (according to him) are impractical.

Just when I think I have him convinced, he switches up the next morning.

As of the 27th of December, the plan was that we will be leaving for Bombay on the 6th of January (In my view - leaving on the 6th was late enough. We should have left earlier). Surgery on the 9th. After the excision, the doctors will analyse the tumour and determine what post-surgery treatment (if any) is required.

But yesterday, the plan was altered YET again and now we will be leaving on the 9th of January. Meeting with the doctor on the 11th.

Goes without saying that this does depend on papa's mood and what suggestions he gets from his friends/advisors.

Sigh..

Routine Check Up

Till this afternoon - everything seemed fine, but then the last report that came in - is worrying. Will be taking papa for an MRI tomorrow.

There seems to be nodule in the lung, that’s increasing in size. The doctor is also concerned about any recurrence of the cancer in the operated area, after seeing the CT scan. Papa has already had two excisions done (in the exact same area). The gap between the first and the second surgery was just about 4 months! Not to mention the chemotherapy and radiation sessions!

Aaaarrrgggghhh!

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Finally.

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Thanks Essam

Awesome!