Tuesday, August 18, 2009

What A Day !


Pic is from http://www.justme-saintanic.blogspot.com/


Yesterday was an interesting day.

Honestly, I have never really bothered with my birthday. I just don't see what's the big deal? If anyone should be congratulated, it should be my parents. I seriously doubt that I had absolutely anything to do with my birth.

Was a bit upset because this was the first time that papa wasn't around for the 17th Aug. Just gotten into the habit of spending the evening surrounded by relatives I don't like. When papa is around, he makes sure that happens (will be out with friends today evening... that's what happens every year. 17th with family and a special someone - if I have one, and 18th with friends). 

Besides, I do miss papa.

Other than that, got some awesome news that usually sends me to the moon. I was happy when I heard about it.. but then as the day went on, it just didn't seem like that big a deal.

The icing on the cake, came at the end of the day - when someone I care about a lot - made sure that I feel like crap for the entire night. Actually I still feel like crap. Don't know if it's that conversation or the hangover.

Might not have been intentional but... ah well, shit happens. I don't know why I care so much. I really shouldn't.

Damn I have a bad headache. Was hoping I would never have to get up again. Now there's a happy thought, FINALLY!

6 Opinions:

Elegant Chic said...

Belated birthday wishes!!!

L o r d R a j said...

Thank you, Elegant Chic.

Agnel said...

Hmmm, why don't you putup a review like I did? :D

Glad to hear good news is coming in.. :ohyeah

L o r d R a j said...

A review... hmm did think of that. Of course inspired by your post. But then.. if I say all the good parts, for most of it, I will end up sounding like a spoilt playboy.

If I put up just the bad parts, it's going to sound like a sob story (and you thought these posts were depressing, wait till you hear the rest).

If I put up a bit of both.. it's going to be a terrible mismatch and will sound like a plot-less bolywood flick!

what a life eh...

Agnel said...


Just relax and enjoy the day yaar.

At times, just let go of everything and try to be HAPPY. I realized that we can smile/laugh genuinely even during times of despair. Something might make us giggle/smile/laugh for atleast a sec, we need to find that and with our conscious effort should try to do that for an hour or two. It helps :)

Have a good night sleep.

L o r d R a j said...


I do chuckle every now and then. I do feel better when I am grinning about something.

At a party right now. Friends usually throw a party on every 18th Aug for me (you don't expect me to throw a bday party for myself, do you!! I think it's pathetic for someone to throw a party for his own bday. How SAD!!!.. might as well run around the block screaming - it's my bday!).

How much am I enjoying the party... well I think it's obvious given that I am replying to emails and posting comments on my BB!

Not really their fault.. I mean.. the music is my taste. My type of crowd. They managed to get my favourite drinks but....

just not really in a party mode.